Saturday, November 29, 2008

cannot be

there are a lot of things that just cannot be done nor can they happen in real life.

why is that so? well, simply because they are just wishful-thinking. a wanton destruction of the truth, of reality. that's why, when we start to believe them, we get hurt by the time we realize that they are all but dreams. when you wake up, they will be gone coz they never really existed.

yes, it's hard to accept the fact that dreams, which are no doubt sensationally beautiful, are non-existing and will never come true.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

X is a variable with no particular value...

what's this stupid thought?!

yeah right. moving on from a relationship is hard work, but when it's done, it's done.

it is possible for a broken heart to mend and fall in love one more time.

the question is, is that applicable to the same person all over again? (how redundant :p)

i just wish things are as clear as day. i don't want to make any decisions which will only lead to MORE regrets. i loved her, but i let her go. now, do i love her AGAIN? is that even possible? what's worse, this feeling i hate the most is not just felt for one but for two people. that's why my life is so complicated. i can't understan how these things could happen. based on movies, these sort of things never happen to an ideal relationship or loveteam.

conclusion: reality is VERY MUCH different from the reality simulated by movies or tv shows and the like.

life is unfair. it can be good in some sense but most of the time it ain't just the way we want it. sorry for being such a pessimist. i try as much to be unbiased but i guess my emotions rule me instead of my powerto reason.

ok, so my post now is heading to nowhere. but i do hope things will be resolved in a matter of time.

magic is such a fantastic simulated-reality created by man. things can simply "poof" out of sight in a matter of

3...

2...

1

poof

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

disColor, photo exhibit

oohyeah! it was a success! our (mine, abbey's, abi's, and justin's) exhibit was fun and successful! but only a few of you guys went and supported us. aww. but anyways, it was fun really. i was really hoping that you guys would be going. but, by the words of macbeth, "what's done is done". anyway, hope we could invite you again for our next exhibit! (if we are having any exhibit again, hahaha!)

Friday, October 17, 2008

disColor

we had our exhibit today!

yeah! i could say, it was a success! every guest somehow enjoyed and appreciated our photos. by the way, our class is a Basic Black and white photography class, so obviously we exhibited Black and white photos. it was actually fun shooting, developing, printing and enlarging those photos during the semester. thus, our sem ended up with a bang! yeah! haha!

our exhibit was entitled "disColor". well, that was our theme. haha! from a combination of the words disco and color (since we had a disco ball and disco sounds, and the place was really full of color), we formed disColor (which is similar to discoloration since our photos are black and white, obviously no colors involved). it was quite fun planning and holding your own event. but yes, of course it was really tiring and made everyone so haggard that some of us (or one of me, haha) wanted to just ditch the exhibit! but i won't do that! i love our class so much (and it is graded after all >__<).

we felt like stars tonight! haha! even our professor. we all experienced a taste of showbiz! well, it was because people were enjoying taking our pictures. haha! no kidding, we (the artists, if i could say so myself) were in one corner taking pictures (wacky ones) of our own then the guests just piled up in front of us and took us pictures! haha! i'd say, that was quite tiring, smiling for a long while and not knowing which camera to look at. haha!

the exhibit was really a fun-filled experience. but, things come and go. so eventually we had to say goodbye, pack things up and leave. we certainly left a mark (literally and symbolically). >___<

well anyway, at least i got to go home with a recognition! haha! by winning (or rather, tieing with a classmate in) 2nd place in the People's choice award for the best three photos. :D

i guess, my photography class will be the most unforgettable class i had during my 2 years (so far) of stay in college. :D

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

a first...

this was the day i rejoice!

haha! well, actually i just had my firsthand experience with the techy stuff of my course...haha!

i became an assistant director of a sample radio recording in my fisrt major subject, BC100...yeah, i thought it was easy since my role is to be the timer..well, when it was almost beginning i was so scared...y'know why?

well, it's because i just realized that the fate of the recording was at my hands...literally...i am supposed to use hand signals which i don't exactly know how to properly use..i even embarassed myself in class..instead of saying "seconds" i said "minutes"..but at least i got away with it since it's just a sample..whew...that was quite exciting though..haha! i think i had an adrenaline rush! i do hope we do it again really soon! :)

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

a fun weekend!

my weekend was quite fun...not because there are no classes but because we had an outing, the "seniors" of CAT in our high school...it was fun..though it didn't turn out to be as planned...but at least we had fun together right? haha!

honestly, i thought at first that i wouldn't 'belong' since the people i'm with are older than me--just a few years anyway--and i am kinda an introvert when things get..uh..get that way...haha

but hey! i enjoyed that overnight swimming because some of the older batches are my friends..and i had one batchmate...haha..it still was really fun..er..even though i don't remember quite a lot about what happened..haha!!

i hope we couold do that again seniors!

Monday, April 14, 2008

a little bit crazy...

well, i was almost as crazy as a child could be today...i don't know why exactly..i think i'm missing how to be a child...well, i hope i get over this as soon as possible because tomorrow we have another meeting for CWTS..and i wouldn't want to be "childish" during class, would i...*sigh*

anyway...have a happy summer to you(those without summer classes)...

Friday, March 28, 2008

glorious miracle

oh my oh my oh my!!!!!!
i passed the math2 exams! i'm exempted from the finals!!! yey!!!!
i cudn't beliv this!! is this true!? it's just like a miracle! hwaaaah!
i'm so happy, glad, joyful, cheerful, etc etc...
this is so unbelievable! waaaaaah!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

chipmunk-y...

has anyone of you watched alvin and the chipmunks?
well, i thought the computer-animated movie would suck so i just watched it lately..
but it was kinda cute really...i kinda had fun watching it..
well..
i thought that it wasn't nice in the first place coz i watched one of their movie
which was really old and it's kinda 2D..well, i didn't quite like it...
so i expected that the new one--even if it's computer animated--will be as good(?) as that..

so now i learned that everything can change...so don't judge something in an instant..
we should think about it first before doing or making any comments...haha!
guess that really showed me...

Thursday, February 28, 2008

CRAM CRAM CRAM!!!

yehey! second sem is almost over...it's finally nearing an end...but the thing is, you see, it also means the time for cramming all the paper works, projects, exam reviews, etcetera..etcetera...oh my oh my...who could be joyful at this time of the year...and what's worse, when i thought school days are finally over, i will be attending summer classes for CWTS and PE...though it was my decision to take them during summer, it still is kinda' annoying...right?..argh! well, better get started...let's all get to work...

hooh hah!

Monday, January 14, 2008

ganun?! mejo swak sya ha...

***What Karlo James Galang Gascon Means***


You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.



You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.







You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.









You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.


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