cannot be

there are a lot of things that just cannot be done nor can they happen in real life.

why is that so? well, simply because they are just wishful-thinking. a wanton destruction of the truth, of reality. that's why, when we start to believe them, we get hurt by the time we realize that they are all but dreams. when you wake up, they will be gone coz they never really existed.

yes, it's hard to accept the fact that dreams, which are no doubt sensationally beautiful, are non-existing and will never come true.

X is a variable with no particular value...

what's this stupid thought?!

yeah right. moving on from a relationship is hard work, but when it's done, it's done.

it is possible for a broken heart to mend and fall in love one more time.

the question is, is that applicable to the same person all over again? (how redundant :p)

i just wish things are as clear as day. i don't want to make any decisions which will only lead to MORE regrets. i loved her, but i let her go. now, do i love her AGAIN? is that even possible? what's worse, this feeling i hate the most is not just felt for one but for two people. that's why my life is so complicated. i can't understan how these things could happen. based on movies, these sort of things never happen to an ideal relationship or loveteam.

conclusion: reality is VERY MUCH different from the reality simulated by movies or tv shows and the like.

life is unfair. it can be good in some sense but most of the time it ain't just the way we want it. sorry for being such a pessimist. i try as much to be unbiased but i guess my emotions rule me instead of my powerto reason.

ok, so my post now is heading to nowhere. but i do hope things will be resolved in a matter of time.

magic is such a fantastic simulated-reality created by man. things can simply "poof" out of sight in a matter of

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